“MAKING IT IN THE WORLD TODAY TAKES EVERYTHING YOU GOT”
To the benefit of thy own elevation, sequential severance and serendipity… septennially!
As previously discussed in earlier blogs of the malevolence earthed in multiple factions of discourse among-st the plethora of assortment of various degrees of humankind’s generations. From the Alpha to the Omega, humankind has never not witnessed fair democracy without even the hint of the aromas from bloodshed which perfumes thy nasals to each and every last man, child, woman and beast!”.
From as far in retrospect as I can summon, feelings of animosity, malevolence, discord, ambush and misdirection & hatred has governed my very soul!
Even as a child growing up in the streets of London, hatred and disassociation was heavily felt by my then young self, that very self that sits here to type nightmares from a distant past! And still body and mind ruptured scared, broken and bruised along the way from head to toe the memories of the turmoil, forebears my inclusion into existence. From the jealousy of thy birth family, onto racist kids my own age, onto ignorant blacks onto the police and greater outside world of malevolence and evil ingenuity. Even the harlots as i grew to unfortunately meet the acquaintance of who only saw my name as a meal ticket yet may have actually been the worse of all. For their lies and discord was of that lower than any living beast that walks the land! It is amiable strange how the noble QUR’AN postulates in many verses that: ” The lowest of humankind is of that lower than a dog and the lowest creature upon the planet!”. That i truly agree with as i have witness the lies of many in and out of institutions and the so called “LAWS of LEGISLATION”, which in actual fact are but the greatest criminal outfit known to the human phylogeny in all chronostratagraphical epochs. Also i doubt such will ever change humankind’s first for devour, spoils and evils. I have witnessed how the system works, i sometimes feel it is often a detrimental shame that the careful pious agent of working class nobility, does not make a mistake in their very life, just in order to see the real face of the notorious Legislation of the empire in question! Such that, of the horrors it has undertaken that it could almost be brought into complete question against its evil ingenuity of its past crimes, upon fashioning generations of off-springs who are really no better off than the ancestry in ancient slavery!
UPON WITNESSING SOME VERY DEMORALIZING & ABUSING TACTICS OF THE STATE PENITENTIARY SOMETIME AGO!
Watching grown men, have to slowly deteriorate and die as the weeks rolled on is a memory I shall not forget of an acquaintance I help with Maths and English as a classroom assistance, for those who struggled with literacy. One who died by the name of Godfrey from Neglect was left to rot in his sell, while staff look on, only as the cancer became deadly, was he removed to a outside hospital in which he died the following day as his admittance to the hospital was poorly handled by way of nonchalance and lackadaisical regression of the lowest incompetence i have ever witness! this 48 year old west-indian was name Godfrey, a name i know to well in my family! The most haunting thing about this incident was the fact that everyone saw white inmates being readily taken to hospital for far less things that cancer! Such as this life the we live only experience extraordinary hurt! The very reason long term inmates come out of the penitentiary broken, depraved and destroyed. This perpetually renders all comprehension of the situation of that of an Iguanodon! totally obsolete of comprehension to chronostratagraphical legislation in current epoch. We are truly regressing as a species, Many of the greatest minds who graced this earth advocated that the greatest epoch of human benevolence and culture would die with the beginning of global entertainment! in which the children of tomorrow would live to see a first time nightmare!”. This is the very nightmare and we are those children holding onto our childhood toys as memories of a less sophisticated existence!
THE WILLIE LYNCH DOCUMENT WAS A CLASSICALLY KNOWN STRATEGIC AFFAIR IN SUCH CONFINES OF INCARCERATION!
Brought in for me by a white university teacher from Milton Keynes university! To explain and educate our minds to how past events has shadowed our growth! Such of the idiosyncrasy I am very familiar with as my mother took no such withdrawal, abstemiousness reservations or timid or non-existing agent of exercised brutish abomination, far from a ignis fatuus! for her personal ignominious idiot savant characteristics, from breaking my spirit and mind, body and soul, with all manners of instrumentation, i still think about those days in continuum!
I always reported to thy cerebral something was abstruse, though the police of that time was not very interested in a coloured school child reporting about physical abuse, at least the variations of social services came to thy aid a few years later but not to late! Sincerely I surrender my gratitude for that service as a child, THOUGH WE DO NOT LIVE IN A UTOPIAN BENEVOLENCE! This environment still, it was an still has pockets of ingenuous racism, masquerading as other agents of authority or even just simpletons and educated folk alike! Though it often appears racism is served by the ill mannered common folk and uneducated who illustrate ethnicity is crowding their landing, No this is quite nonfactual as every sole agent who ever lived would have been a immigrant first second or third generation at some stage of their lives!
UNIVERSALLY ACCEPTED THAT YEARS BACK AFRO-CARIBBEANS WOULD REGULARLY OVER CHASTISE THEIR OFF-SPRINGS WITH SEVERE BRUTALITY FOR MAXIMUM DISCIPLINARY COMPLIANCY
I would often hear tails in school of such of the pacifying arrangements their parents had bequeathed upon their poor soul, many and much would run away. Upon this i decided it would immediately be my efforts to seek the road less traveled to save my self!
It is a strange occurrence leaving home young! As one leaves one tormented environment, they often soon align propulsion parallel to another world of diminishing responsibility and treachery. “Out of thy frying pan an into the fires for most young souls in this chaos of dilettantism!”
However it is upon such disassociation, trawling, struggling through such an unstable existence that one may find minor solace in the examination of ones own personal stratosphere and mere beginnings of an unstable environment, broken confused and brushed and bruised, the mind body confidence an personality, now one can truly understand the full throttle of the device of breaking the “NIGGER MOTHER”. Earlier stated in the “WILLIE LYNCH DOCUMENTS”. For if the mother is indeed broken so will all thy children the mother raises! Just my unfortunate gift, for I was the only child my mother fully raised, BORN AND GROWN UP WITH FROM MINOR, MINUS 2 WHOLE EARLY YEARS, Spent in the amiable association of my grandmother!
Strange as it may seem, but actually not so strange, a familiarity my very own mother her self witnessed through her very own childhood of degradation and chastisement! Her first child born in secret at her teenage years! As if life was not a grand tormentor enough, some devil had to invent the slave document to place a coffin upon a whole race and, now the race is just suppose to say it is OK!
I OFTEN WONDER HOW WOULD THESE PEOPLE FEEL IF IT WAS THEM OR THEY WAS THE ONE WHO WENT THROUGH A TRAUMATIC LIFE-HOOD FROM DAY ONE TILL END?
Hope you people can understand why i do not want you or anyone around me sometimes, (with my distressed mind) it is probably better that way sometimes, as i have to use all my might and strength to fight back the emotion inside that wants to go out blasting everything and every last one!
“Had they only know the strength i use daily from the evils you cast upon my life!”
Quite frankly i advocate you do not know how lucky you are, for a weaker soul would have blasted all by now!
“I think my declaration, isochronally, isolationalism, A neoimpressionist of solitude from such anger, my lord guides!” However I can only do my part, i do not live in the world by myself!
I often look upon the broken and beaten black race and acquaint the demise, each and every personal suffering from past gone events set in movement, so precise, technical, engineering, utterly evil, akin to a self regulating self sufficient element, that has to emotion but the thirst to break each and all and spread like a subsonic plague among-st the creed!
From such confusion and distortion of mind, has arisen the worse race in the world upon each and every chronostrataghraphical epoch, beaten broken and ignorant, one that can not see straight, so blind and hugely affected, they tear into each other like wild beast in the wilderness, the black females, that actually attend church…. “church” add more to the disfranchise by spreading their very own home cooked ignorance and slander, propaganda.. to continue the linear breakage of the black race, you see every man women and child naively plays their purposely addicted part in the chronogramatical destruction of the black race!
add the chauvinistic affirmations of the grand oral objector and the blacks love of easy living, drugs and ignorance, and set your eyes upon what the race has aspired to! Full blown ignorance backed by white racist, who enjoy seeing blacks destroy one another!
IF YOUR NOT SOLVING THE PROBLEM BUT ADDING TO THE DESTRUCTION OF THE RACE! BY SLANDER, LIES, PROPAGANDA, HATRED, ENMITY, FALSE WITNESS,
FOR WHAT GOES OUT TO SEA…INEVITABLY COMES BACK TO THE SHORE!
I TRUST YOU ARE WELL.. AND YOU MAY HAVE FOUND SOMETHING OF TRUTH AND KNOWLEDGE IN THIS BLOG.
THE TRUTH CAN BE HARD TO SWALLOW.
HOWEVER I TRUST YOU MAINTAIN GRACE AND GAIN KNOWLEDGE